i'm officially stressed.

So I am the type of person that bites off WAY more than I can chew. I when I can't chew and swallow, I feel like I've failed. And not only have a failed myself, but everyone around me, even the people who obviously don't care. I would love to know why I feel that way, I try to take it as a blessing in disguise that I actually care.

I am trying to stay up on my game this semester but as I am trying so hard, it's still so easy to spill into habits of the past or find myself more worn out every moment. Do I put this upon myself? Do I put my expectations among the planets when they really should be level with my nose and eyes and ears? Yes is the solution to both answers but once a habit sets in, breaking it requires a sledgehammer. I don't have time to find a sledgehammer this semester so I guess my mini heart attacks will have to continue.

THAT'S ALL TODAY because I honestly don't have anymore time to write anything else!