If I'm going to dive in, I might as well go headfirst, holding my breath, hoping that it won't sting too bad. slash I doubt anyone will read this so I guess why not just go all the way?
As a junior in college, 20 years young, I find myself in a bit of a predicament. WHAT THE HECK AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?? I am incredibly envious of my friends and peers who have chosen a path and are already succeeding. My life plans change every ten minutes. Career path, grad school, location of life? It scares me. I just had a meeting with my boss this morning, which went quite well. It seems that my successful bullshitting skills are being recognized, just kidding but seriously. Being put in charge of my fellow peers is freaky. I feel like every time I open my mouth, my words are thrown into the universe and land among the stars. They definitely do not impact the earth. God, I wish that I could vocalize and get a response the first time I say something, and what would make that even better would be if my thoughts were spoken in a level 4.5 vocal volume versus the normal 8 or 9.
But, yeah that's another story for another day.
The future is on the tip of my toes. I'm scared that tripping over it would do far worse damage than a skinned knee. But (warning, cliche) I guess fear is what drives us right? Jordin Sparks reminds me to take one step at a time and that there's no need to rush. I mean it's obviously like learning how to fly or falling in love, just one step at a time. :)
Well before I suffocate from all of the CHEESE I'm putting out there, I will bid adieu.
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