a bundle of sticks.

shit man. I am watching what's eating gilbert grape right now and this movie is so fucking sad. it also makes me homesick. i miss my greger-man.

while movie hopping via netflix (I started off with SLC Punk, THROWBACK) I am also writing my thank you notes for up 'til dawn. it amazes me how generous people were by donating money and stuffffff. considering how well the event went, I think its tre awesome.

FUN FACT: i leave for europe in like point five seconds. saaayyyy whaaaaaaat? yeah. May 20th. in less than a month i will be in the big UK with two of my besties. now when I say UK I 100% mean UKRAINE not the United Kingdom, although I will be going there too. IM SO PUMPED.

but until then i am FREAKING SWAMPED with work. dagger dagger dagger.

I would keep writing but I'm over it.

APRIL SHOWERS

it's 3:00 in the morning, which is an indicator to me that this is the perfect time to write a new post on my never viewed blog. I am hyped on adderoll and have a million bees buzzing around in my little brain, so please forgive me for the lack of structure or point that this post will have.

okay here it goes:

Up 'til Dawn is in 12 days. 12 days...? that's less than 2 weeks.

So that means in 10 plus 2 days I will be hosting a philanthropic event on the University of Arizona campus where the expected attendance is 750 of my peers.

I will have my executive board there to help with everything little thing that I will need help with, but ultimately, everyone looks to the main leader to place blame or praise upon.

i feel sick.

i can't sleep, i can't think, this event has pitched a tent in my thoughts and has zero intentions of moving right along until 9 pm April 18, 2010.

So of course with this important thought in my head, I have a small capacity for school work. I have a freaking 10 page paper due Thursday... anything done? naww. OMG WHAT AM I DOING? and that paper is only followed by a group project, group debate, another 10 page essay; not to mention tests, quizzes, and reading assignments.

oh right, i also have a job.

and a social life.

I am stressed out and I am honestly concerned that my head might explode.

considering that it is 3:16 now, I think that sleeping is a good option to consider, especially when i have a run planned for 7 am followed by a baking sesh.

thank you cyberworld(that's 80's lingo for yah) for being a public diary.

xoxo